Perfect for fans of Mark Oshiro and Adam Silvera comes a fiercely funny and hopeful story of one boy’s attempts to keep everything under control while life has other plans. A National Book Award Longlist Selection Ever since cancer invaded his adoptive motherΓÇÖs life,Brett feels like heΓÇÖs losing everythingmost of all control. To copeBrett fuels all of his anxieties into epic fantasiesincluding his intergalactic Kid Condor comic book serieswhich features food constellations and characters not unlike those in his own life. But lately BrettΓÇÖs grip on reality has started to lose its hold. The fictions heΓÇÖs been telling himself ΓÇô about his unattractive bodythe feeling that heΓÇÖs a burden to his best friendthat heΓÇÖs too messed up to be loved ΓÇô have consumed him completelyand Brett will do anything to forget about the cosmic-sized hole in his chesteven if it’s unhealthy. But when BrettΓÇÖs journal and deepest insecurities are posted online for the whole school to seeBrett realizes he can no longer avoid the painful truths of his real-life narrative. As his eating disorder escalatesBrett must be honest with the people closest to himincluding his new and fierce friend Mallory who seems to know more about BrettΓÇÖs issues than he does. With their supporthe just might find the courage to face the toughest reality of all.