From Jas Hammonds,award-winning author of We Deserve Monumentscomes an unflinching novel about addiction that Courtney SummersNew York Times bestselling author of Sadie and IΓÇÖm the Girlcalled ΓÇ£sensitively wrought and gorgeously written.ΓÇ¥ ItΓÇÖs the summer before college and eighteen-year-old Blake Brenner and her girlfriendEllahave one goal: join the mysterious and exclusive Serena Society. The sorority promises status and lifelong connections to a network of powerfultrailblazing women of color. EllaΓÇÖs acceptance is a sure thingΓÇösheΓÇÖs the daughter of a Serena alum. Blakehoweverhas a lot more to prove. As a former loner from a working-class backgroundBlake lacks EllaΓÇÖs pedigree and confidence. Luckilyshe finds courage at the bottom of a liquor bottle. When she drinkssheΓÇÖs boldfunnyand unstoppableΓÇöand the Serenas love it. But as pledging intensifiesso does BlakeΓÇÖs drinkinguntil itΓÇÖs seeping into every corner of her life. Ella assures Blake that sheΓÇÖs fine; partying hard is what it takes to make the cut . . . But success has never felt so much like drowning. With her future hanging in the balance and her past dragging her downBlake must decide how far sheΓÇÖs willing to go to achieve her glittering dreams of successΓÇöand how much of herself sheΓÇÖs willing to lose in the process.