A gorgeous,must-have collector’s edition of Laura Nowlin’s beloved bestselling novel that has sold more than a million copiesfeaturing printed edgesdesigned end papersribbon bookmarkand special Q&A with the author! More than ONE MILLION copies sold! A BookTok Viral Sensation #1 New York Times Bestseller A USA TODAY Bestseller An achingly authentic and raw portrait of loveregretand the life-altering impact of the relationships we hold closest to usthis YA romance bestseller is perfect for fans of Colleen HooverJenny Hanand Lynn Painter. If he had been with meeverything would have been different… Autumn and Finn used to be inseparable. But then something changed. Or they changed. Nowthey do their best to ignore each other. Autumn has her boyfriend Jamieand her close-knit group of friends. And Finn has become that boy at schoolthe one everyone wants to be around. That still doesn’t stop the way Autumn feels every time she and Finn cross pathsand the growingnagging thought that maybe things could have been different. Maybe they should be together. But come Augustthings will change forever. And as time passesAutumn will be forced to confront how else life might have been different if they had never parted ways… Captivating and heartbreakingIf He Had Been with Me is perfect for readers looking for: Contemporary teen romance books Unputdownable & bingeworthy novels Complex emotional YA stories TikTok Books Jenny Han fans Colleen Hoover fans